9.06.2007

CONFUSION

All this confussion and hatred, 'bout the state of the nation/

are we living in cages/ like we work on plantations?/

im shakin with rage/ like I've just been enslaved/

but my dues have been paid, how come I'm not gettin paid?/

is it the way that I've played ut my life to this day?/

or is the reason predetermined? Theres no reason to stay/

around in this country or even this Earth/

ive been searchin for some answers since the day of my birth/

is this fate, are we curse?/

At this rate it looks like sometime soon the bubble might burst/

the problem wont get better it will only get worse/

the search for something clever is whats makin me thirst/

its whats makin me think/ what keeps my eyes open, except for a blink/

otherwise I'd be close minded and my vision would shrink/

but without imagination, then were on the brink/

of breakin up the chain of life as the weakest link/

see through the mirage and not takin a drink/

im shaking cause salvation is reaching a kink/

WHERE?

Not where I wanna be/ but right where I am/

I got a lot I wanna see/ I might have a plan/

The plan is to get rich, as fast as I can/

with an itch to make it happen, I scratch with my hand/

tooth and nail I fight, all throughout my life/

in the night im seein visions/ but not in my dreams/

and when decisions got my stressin/ you might hear my screams/

wrestle with the mental missions and impossible things/

become achievable until the fat lady sings/

then its all over/ nothing is left/

my thoughts become so scattered as I think about death/

my breath becomes exhausted/ think I might need a rest/

in dreams my mind makes many special effects/

its kinda like im psychic when I'm seein whats next/

and I really like it when im feelin perplexed/

complex situations got my whole heart racing/

gets the blood pumpin like gas stations

FAITH

My hatred towards the faith is an escape/

from the fact that I must face my greatest state of mental hesitation/

waitin for annihalation, without contemplating satan, god, extermination/

being taken from the place im makin faceless accusations/

racist politicians, tasteless, shakin if we question the foundation of creation/

our nations full of alients, thats the human race/

gettin out this universe, thats the great escape without a trace/

I'm aikin' for a place to trace the lines that shape my state of mind/

I find im sittin confined and blinded by the rhymes/

blinded by the speed of light that shines/

brighter than the minds of Einstein, Eddison combined

2.06.2007

WORKING CLASS

the below was written sometime in 2007 - with Bush still president; all negative presidential comments are in reference to Bush and not Obama


I'm a working class middle american/ white male/ even did a little stint in the hustelin/ white sales/

now I'm huffin and puffin, in a business where shufflin' files isnt enough for me/

And when it comes to fistacuffs I dont play rough, but dont get tough with me/

I'm diesel intelectually, I can't protect you from the ease at which I paint a picture mentally/

I may cease eventually, but its evident that I increase intensity/

On each CD they mention me, I'm the beat when I defeat you instramentally/

the fee that score on each and every penalty, kickin down the door, wont do it gentally/

sellin out in stores when people mention me/ and dentally I'm like a vampire/

invite me in and admire, how I select my words my thoughts just transpire/

and my hands are hot, I think I just caught fire/ but I never had the heat in my hand 'less im a liar/

and I never started beef with my mans, or my supplier/and I always had a buyer and plans to move up higher/

in life and with survival/ a knife right through the bible/religions just so tribal and old/ if were alive, can't be told/

In whose image were molded/ we dont believe then were scolded/

which leaves people holdin on to thoughts that dont belong to them/

brainwashin with the long confessions and the "Amen's"

I'm in pain watchin how wrong the president is/ his ideas are not inventive/

dont trust this dumb demented, incensitive chief that we've elected/

whose speech could be selected to teach each and every lesson to be impeached/ increase the stressin/

of those beneath the feet of congress/ they've reached the wrong impression and have the wrong expression/

time to start a new election, or a revelution/

with or without the looting but we will leave out the shooting/

fix global problems like pollution/uproot the system for solutions